I’m not writing this to tell you this is how it has to be done, just sharing to show you there is hope.

Facing your past can and more than likely will be very difficult. The wronged may not understand and some may even laugh it off as if they don’t believe you; and that’s okay. As time passes those that were unable to see the change; will. The apologies could possibly lead to finding your future husband/wife. (insert my life here)

The moment I changed wasn’t because someone pushed me to pray. It was because I was all alone in a secluded area and I choose to surround myself with positive thinking, reading, and watching on tv/online. I took out all the negative that I knew was in my life and switched completely. Only after making that change for myself, I felt this overwhelming sensation come over me that I should give my heart to Jesus. I decided it was time. It would be different though, much different than I’ve ever experienced before. I had a true relationship with Jesus. It was almost as if He was metaphorically holding my hand now. When I talked to Him; I just knew He was listening and that He heard me.

It seems as if after that day my struggles became easier. The struggles themselves were still in my life; but I had something that was bigger than those problems on my side. I now had an invisible army everywhere I went. Some of the struggles at that time slowly began to fade. (only after putting some work in myself.) Some problems I had to face in person and apologize for my past wrongs. If I didn’t, how would anyone know I now live with Jesus in my heart?

If you find that you want to invite Jesus in to you’re heart but are worried about the change, I promise you it’s not as hard or harsh as you’re thinking. Give it a try.

Prayer:

Truth be told I’m afraid to allow you in. I can’t wrap my thoughts around it, but I know that my struggles are starting to take over and I want to atleast try. Please enter in my heart Jesus.